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Apr. 25th, 2010

i am getting new focus'

 

hey everyone i have failed on my goals lately but now have an all new stronger focus to reach my ugw of 100lb or under been there once before and was comfortable there and will get back there somehow no matter what i have to do. tomorow will be 1 lrg sweet tea fom mcdonalds then water rest of the day. going to start adding in walking and bike riding too as much as i can with my fibromyalgia some days are to bad. am already restricted to 300 no more than 500 cal a day for weeks now along with water pills and laxatives no change yet just got to work at it harder i have to be at 100lb before july 10. am at 129 right now as of last wednesday anyway so basically i have say 30 lbs to lose in almost 3 months i can do this with support and encouragement from those who know how this is and what it means to me cause they have been or are there too. email me anytime to chat and encourage each other at lamandr37@yahoo.com or lamand37@nctc.com.the yahoo i get to alot quicker and more often. I CAN AND WILL MAKE THIS HAPPEN I KNOW I CAN DO THIS I HAVE DONE IT BEFORE AND REACHED 89LBS SO THIS SHOULD BE EASY TO REACH 100LB BY JULY WISH ME LUCK think thin aways ladies send me an email and we may be able to chat some on yahoo messenger sometime too

Feb. 25th, 2010

sorry i been gone

hey everyone i have been gone due to computer fried but i now have a new one and am back just in time too because i have lost my control and focus since taking some meds that caused weight gain but i am now off them and supposed to start a new med soon that has a side effect of loss of appetite that sounds promising for me plus my old friend digestive problems are coming back stronger everyday and that will really help i have already started working on lowering my weight back down and finally got 5 lbs off but that is no where near enough so if you have any ideas,tricks,or advice that may help let me know soon i could really use the support and help.

Aug. 21st, 2008

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 i have not been able to be on here for a little while due to trying not to get found out by family.i miss you all and the support you give us all.I really need motivation lately i am so screwed up and must reach my goal of 95 or less by September 19.Does anyone have any suggestions that may help please let me know.well i gotta go before i get caught i will be back on real soon maybe later tonight.

Aug. 12th, 2008

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help! i am losing my sanity.i am so stressed out i can't stand it anymore.i am on the verge of having a complete mental meltdown and i don't know if i can overcome it this time.i am so disgusted with myself and my life along with being so freaking fat.i really need to talk to someone.is anyone there that can email me and talk?

Aug. 11th, 2008

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Hey everyone.I have had a rough time this weekend and today i am starting a 3 week liquid fast. i am going to work really hard at this i am so disgusted with myself and can't stand the fat i have gained back recently i guess that is what i get for letting my family push me into trying to eat when i really don't want anything except them to back off and leave me alone about it. I mean an ed is not something you can just turn on and off like a light switch.i really need all the support and understanding i can get from you all i know that you understand because you are there with me and have eds too.if i can help anyone let me know and i will do my best.anyone like to be my support coach during my fast you just keep me motivated and check in with me occasionally? well you know how to reach me good luck and stay slim.

Aug. 9th, 2008

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Well I am going to have to work really hard to get back on track. I can't stand feeling this fat anymore. i am going to try to find a job soon and everything else would help keep me busy. I really enjoy the support from everyone here that i have received this far and it really helps.I am going to start a 3 to 4 week liquid fast on Sunday. The only calories I will get will be from sweet tea or occasional 4oz of lowfat milk. Anyone want to join me? I can't wait to see how much I can lose this way. I really want to get back to my lowest weight by September 19 in preparation for my wedding anniversary.I want to try to look kinda pretty and sexy for that.keep in touch i will try to chat with you all once a day if I can.Good luck and think thin.

Jul. 29th, 2008

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 I am new to this and am looking for friends to communicate with that will support my ed decision. My current stats are HW-250, LW-89,CW- 100,GW-85 .I am 5 ft. 2 and 37 yr.old. My friends and family are really pushing the issue of my weight.They don,t understand that eating causes real physical pain for me so i choose to avoid that.Does anyone have any suggestions on ways to reach my goal weight? Thank you for any suggestions and support in this.I am always thinking thin.I have to get rid of my fat rolls they are driving me nuts.

Jul. 25th, 2008

proanorexia

I am looking for support from others like me.I am also looking for new ideas on diet tips for anorexics. 

anorexic diet tips

I need tips on fasting and exercise all the ones I am using are getting old I need some new ideas.